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emotionless
Today was outdoor cooking - the long awaited day.
ok its fucking sucky. ah i shouldn't have come. fuck fuck fuck. fuck ain't a vulgar word ok. it just means sex. i'm not even typing my usual way can. ah fuck off la if you can't stand this. because i can, hahaaaa :D
ok talking to the dude now. the whole fucking world knows that fucking fact already can. ah kill me please. i don't wanna face the the world! (cheh emo seh)
ok i just droppped two lil tears for nothing. im just fucking scared la nowwwww. i keep on crying nowadays. ah fuck what's happening. ok dude just said that i have loads of opinions. usually im not like this la. equals to im not being myself (emo tak menjadi). ah im stressedddddd about everything okkkkkkkk. ah stop la siah with the 'ah's and the 'ok's ok.
dammit dammit damn everything D: so unfairrrrrrrr. im not asking for much la. but fuck julianah johar. the worsttttttt bitch (or like mat says, sundal) in the whole of the galaxy. haha suddenly i felt so happy typing this.
and hello miss, what are you deprived of? like you have everything under the sun laaaaa. yes dude, i dont care about you. i care about myself and myself only. im self-centered, ogay? (:
mr fuat just called and not-so-happy with me for going to school for the fucking outdoor cooking and not study. jaya, i told you so. he's not going to believe in me. after gaining much much knowledge about chemistry i bet i'll fail the retest too. i cant believe in myself, really.
and im bloody stinky now. havent bathe la. can you smell me from there? yes? tears are welling up again. pardon my lame shitty, i bet no one's reading this no more cause this entry is just too sucky hahaha. so i should just continue babbling. ;D
the proposals. the people that are hated by the shite, me shafiqa chufang (and reenah lol!) put in hell lot of effort into them. when what, the two other best guides besides nurul are handing in like, half a page? what kind of fucking shite are you giving me? ok not me, nurul. like hello, best guides. we are the 3/3 guides (aka the rejected ones) and chufang (aka the ignored one).
your guardian angel~ ah hearing that song. crying crying. i will never let you fall. i'll stand up with you forever. cheh cheh.
wordy entry, this is. ah who cares. it's my blog and i call the fucking shots. yes madam julianah johar, inclusive of you too. like i care who reads my blog. my life totally rockkkkssssssss with everyone around but some souls just have to spoil it.
ok besides being frigging pissed off, im soooooo emotionless now. yay, reminds me of goodcharlotte. ah i miss them so. as in, their emo-punk rock days. randommmmmm (:(
oh people. zac efron's not hot ok. he looks cheekopek. i prefer indra sahdan <33 and mister juzaixi!
i miss jiayou jinshun like HELL. faster jiening faster lend it to us! LUOJINSHUN the cabbagehead & JUZAIXI the mister. come to think of it, the four of us really look alike huh. me and you. hahaaaaa fat hope.  and we saw this at jurong lake park. see, heart shaped green thingy on an orangey tree. my fave colours. 
ah im so positive that gazillions of souls are unhappy with me right now. ;D and im happy with that. why is that so anyway. ah i better go offfffff. fucktards. Labels: i bet you're the worst living creature and your sister is 100 times better so fuck off
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