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Today marks the end of MYE 2007! (:

Early in the morning, Ms Ong came up to me and said, "You ahh... very careless!", with her ahsoh tune. :D Okay, that really made me happy & disappointed. Happy because I studied for it, & maybe the facts just came out at the wrong question. But disappointed, as I don't get the marks. I hope I won't flunk. ):

Had EMaths P2. Followed by Literature in 3-4 aka 3-3's original classroom. With 18 3-1 peeps, 8 3-2 peeps, 10 3-3 peeps(!) & 4 3-5 peeps. There's no 3-4 people yet we're using the classroom. Or maybe that's the reason? Lol. I totally had no mood for that 2h15min paper. & I got a lucky sit, in between Freida & Sisi. Like OMG. Tempat mahal babe.

& then it was Malay Oral. Slacked outside with Soff, Milia, Nurul, Nzr, Fara, Naf, and Ames. Soff & Milia went inside first. As in, first for me because I was late. Then all of us were so scared outside. LOL seh. 'Twas so funny when I think of Fara & my bro or Jaya! :D
I was totally shaking inside, facing Cikgu. So much so that my left hand actually pushed the paper away from myself. -.- And I hope my marks won't be deducted because I paused for many times. :(

Couldn't go for STAR. Going Johor in a jiffy! :D (And I'm still here in my uniform!)

Oh. I don't know why, but I kept thinking about these two people. For no reason, they're stuck in my head.
Number One: She's a gorgeous junior. Always misjudged by others for being a minah. But I know she's not. She's always around with everyone. She's popular, but she's not a showoff. She's so... perfect. Yet I know she's has gone through hell in life. But she's still strong now. Sometimes I want to be closer to her, so that I can push her further, & also get to know how she deals with all this. I want to be one of her best-friends, though I know it's impossible(?).But the scary thing is, sometimes I want to be her. So am I a poser? Because posers are hated by everyone.

Number Two: He's someone I knew 2 years ago. Last time, I just looked at him as someone who's just a fake, or an attention seeker. He irritated the shite out of me. But now, since we see each other more often(as in, Look & not date, LOL!) I began to realise that he's quite a sweet guy. Oh-no, ain't falling for him alright. As in, he does things so as not to hurt anyone. He's a caring soul beneath the face. He knows that sometimes he's not fit for the culture, but he's always willing to try to be better. Though I know that if you're in a certain culture, you don't have to improve yourself, as people will Know. But, he's trying. Yes, he thinks that I'm a joke, but so what? I think he's a joke too! :D

I seriously have noooooooooooooooooo idea why these two people are in my head, even now. = 3 people with the other one.
My scars are fading already. I'm supposed to be happy, because that's what I wanted for weeks. But why am I wanting it to stay on my skin now?

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